Altar for Z - I truly see him

Feb 13
Just had a lovely gathering with old friends from school. We last seen each other for more than 10 years ago. They said I looked young and my skin is glowing. I replied that's all from yoga. We shared each other updates. This time I take the time to listen truly when they talked. I have changed.

Father, just told my friend I had an ex boyfriend. Guess this means I accepted Z and I are over. I love him and wants to be with him. But its 5 months since we last meet. While I had remain loyal, he had found someone else.

I had an altar for him. He will always be in my prayer. Tots of him will always warm my heart. Even now looking at his pix warms me.


Feb 13 Eve
Just back from my family gathering. Yday was at second sis and today in first sis's place. Lovely gathering with good food.

We watched Avatar again for the umpteenth time. I always love the movie for its lovely colourful scenes and the love between the hero and heroin. This time when the hero and heroin got back together after a misunderstanding, both said to each other, "I see you".

I can now relate to it, I too see Z truly and in seeing Z, I also see myself truly. And I still love him. Whenever u truly see each other and wants to be together, that is true love. I cannot offer Z children but I can offer him true love that cannot be shaken. Amen, I m glad I went thru this loving experience.

Osho
A sage is one who sees. That is why we call the experience darshan, seeing.
By closing ur outer eyes, ur energy is retained for inner eyes. Whenever u remember, close ur eyes, sit silently and remember that the energy of both eyes flowing towards the third eye, between the two middle eyes, in the middle of the eyebrows. Thus ur meditation will deepen tremendously.