Jan 25
Father, I didn't sleep immediately yday cos was disturbed with Z. Mind was analysing his picture msg. One part said he is back and another said he just feel guilty and want to make amends so I will wish him and future wife well.
For now I just wish he leave me alone for my wound to heal.
Spiritual astrology
Mars in Libra
Asleep tendency: alienating others by manipulating their responses in an aggressive way that produces false harmony.
Result:
U may demand ur version of harmony by behaving as u think others want u to and expecting them to act as u want in exchange. U may subtly compete with others to see who can be the most harmonious person and thus victimise urself by continually demanding that others act fairly.
U lose energy when u hold others responsible for creating justice and cooperation in ur world, and when disruption occurs, blaming them for disharmony.
Soul
This is so true. I used to judge mom for insisting that we maintain harmony. For telling us if we lose control, we be like our dad, not a good example.
I now know my emotional control is a learned behaviour cultivated when I was age 2, and reinforced by mom.
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