To live consciously

Feb 5 Eve 1
Osho - upanishad
Just as one awakens from sleep and the consciousness enters into another dimension, in the same way, when a person awakens from the sleep called "the world", sanyas happens and the consciousness enters into another realm.
sanyas means that now one no longer chooses to function in the world like a somnambulist, now one simply wants to live consciously.

Soul
That's my goal, to live consciously.

Osho
To encounter truth, even a little bit is dangerous because truth will not allow u to remain as u are. It will change, demolish, destroy and renew u. It will give u a new birth.
Certainly there is pain in birth, but without pain, how can there be a new birth?
And when there is so much pain for a mother to give birth to another being, there will be much more pain in giving birth to one's own self.
A mother carried the baby for nine months in her womb, we had carried ourselves within our wombs for many innumerable lives.

Soul
My tot exactly and hence title of my blog, suffering is blessing