Pluto in Virgo - opening up my website

Jan 26 Aft

Spiritual Astrology by Jan Spiller
Pluto - key to fearlessness and empowerment
- Reveals where u most covertly resist change; where a willingness to change will have the biggest impact on ur life and will result in fearlessness
- Depicts the part of urself that is the most difficult to face and to expose to others.
- Shows the way to release the area of greatest internal repression and in the process experience a new sense of personal empowerment and self-mastery
- represents the area where u r constantly challenged to use ur power to alter stagnant situations drastically.
- Illuminates that area of ur life in which u obtain the rewards of true self mastery if u r willing to risk it all, exposing personal perceptions and values on the deepest levels.
- exposes the temptation to use divine power as a tool of the personal ego and self-will, which can have explosive repercussions that lead to self suppression.
- indicates the area in which u need to be willing to die psychologically in order to be reborn into an experience of life on a whole new level.
- signifies where u can claim the high consciousness of clear right action and alignment with the self. It is also the area where u fear that embracing ur connection with the high consciousness might make u different from everyone else; aloneness.

The path of Pluto
Pluto shows where u have the opportunity to rise above personal fears, into a state of charismatic fearlessness. The house containing Pluto in ur birth chart shows the environment that will provoke ur feelings of powerlessness or to be stimulus for ur transformation into fearlessness.

Pluto shows where u have the opportunity to walk the path of terror. It is the chance to take a risky action - based on a sense of moral or ethical integrity - as u walk ur life path.

It is choosing right action over desired results. It is the dark night of the soul - the test of worthiness to play a larger role in life than one dictated by ur past.

Soul
I can truly identified with the above especially in my dilemma in spiritual development and website debut.

I m ready to face my Pluto with courage. I had faced my Cosmic lesson with Z and despite sad ending, there is no regrets cos I had good times, found my heart and know my joy.

Pluto in Virgo
Ur generation's calling:
To participate in world transformation on the levels of health and service to those less fortunate. U r also given the challenge of transforming the ecology of Earth.

Personal fear:
Risking the criticism of others through a commitment to ur sense of duty.

Pluto in Virgo challenge:
To serve others on a practical levels even though u may not have attained the perception of self-perfection u seek.

Soul
Yea. It is about me coming out of closet and sharing what I know and learned.
Honestly, if Z is with me, I would have stayed in my shell, unwilling to risk.

Just finished reading Gemini Rising, I m so excited. First tot is to thank C and then second tot to share with Z. But I can't, he is no longer with me.

Such irony, me who is so fearful of people's perception of me now need to risk all. That's the lesson in self mastery .
Z is my mirror. He strives to obtain general public approval. Whereas I strive to avoid people's rejection. He is aiming for positives and I m avoiding negatives.