Pain is to make us aware...

Jan 23 Aft
Internal influence
Trust
Don't waste your life for that which is going to be taken away. Trust life. If u trust, only then can u drop ur knowledge, only then can u put ur mind aside.
And with trust, something immense opens up.
Then this life is no longer ordinary life, it becomes full of God, overflowing.

Soul
Yea, go with known web designer.
Have the courage to face my fear of rejection from all. And it is so humbling to know I m such an insecure person. Another wall crumbling down.

I recalled a year ago, I asked what other inner door have I not unravel. Is this it?
Alas, it is only after final ending with Z that I unravel two more big walls.

Now I know why Osho said that pain is not to make us suffer. Pain is to make us aware.

3. External influence
Understanding
U r out of jail, out of the cage; you can open ur wings and the whole sky is yours.

Soul
Yea, my walls has broken down. I can finally see what is holding me back.

4. What is needed for resolution?
Creativity
If u have something growing out of it within you, if it gives u growth, it is spiritual, it is creative, it is divine.

Remember to be open to what wants to be expressed through u.

Soul
M definitely thinking of creation, following my passion for sharing my learnings in my inner journey.
I had been suppressing the sharing. I want to express but don't want to publicise.

5. Resolution
Patience
In silence and waiting, something inside u goes on growing - ur authentic