Surrounded by Nines - completion

25 Feb
Father, body was tired. Woke up about 5 am before alarm but I slept back and wake up 5.30 am.
Father, Ma at work is acting like a dumb blond. Normally ones act this way, when they give up.

Father, I m surrounded by Nines. Early last year was Nine of Hearts by N, then followed by Nine of Diamonds by Mz. Also coming another Nine of Diamonds in Ck. Now on my hand is Nine of Spades ruling card in P.
So many Nines.
And I myself got Nine of Diamonds in 2nd karma card.
Earlier, when Mz leaves, I can see that like her I too drop things easily.
And now I knew my age 39 to 51 is Nine of Hearts
And I got to transform myself and can only learn from people that I teach. This means that I have their issues too.
And my lesson is to expand myself. To see others as important as me.
Father, now I m no longer about volunteering as I got Mu and LK behind me. I also got C as back up. On P, I guess I felt betrayed when she boycott me previously. And with the latest episode, my mind was searching for evidence.


(1 March)
Suddenly tot I needed Nines to show that I need to end my need for pampering.