Sadhguru - a great man faces more challenges

Jan 30 Eve
Sadhguru in leela.
A great man usually faced many more challenges as compared to normal man

Once u r seasoned with life, u know u cannot fixed all. Despite whatever happen, u do not deviate from what is right, from who u are, it won't destroy u.
Life is an eternal circus.
How u should be within u, u can be clear. But how u act externally is never 100% clear.
No action in the world is 100% right or 100% wrong.  U can only fixed urself, u can only choose how to feel within urself.
As long as u r inclusive, u will always do the right thing, dharma. There is only me and me, there is no me and you.


Soul

I used to lament why I faced such challenges. I used to think God doesn't love me. But now I knew I am meant for great things.
Reading my Taurus in Moon, I knew my resistance is because I don't want to release my need for pampering.

Today I felt integrated, accepted my path as Communicator. In order to do that, I got to be vulnerable. My greatest fear, but it will help others in their quest.

I had my physical release, without visual of anyone, not even Z. It took me awhile, but I reached there and laughter erupted. Joy truly in me, not in my partner.
Then I wonder if I can do meditation.
I want both, the joy from physical release and mental release.
Mental release via meditation is more deep but pleasure via physical is greater. Both also I want.