Moon in Taurus - fear of losing material security

Jan 24 Aft

Spiritual astrology by Jan Spiller
Moon in Taurus
Unconscious
By projecting a helplessness in obtaining material goods, u encourage others to furnish u with comforts. By displaying an image of helplessness to others, u also begin to believe it.
Ur self-worth can be undermined when others respond by contributing to ur sustenance. Their aid reinforces the belief that u lack the energy or abilities to provide ur support. When ur security depends upon the material aid of others, u cannot be creative or capable, for fear that these comforts may be taken away. So u feel helpless and unable to actively establish ur material sense of worth.

Conscious
Notice that relying on others to create ur self worth has not worked. Others cannot provide this sense if u possess a supply of personal resources that is not being used.
The lesson is to contribute ur resources to the world, thus earning ur comforts and establishing ur self-esteem. U can accomplish this by recognising other people's emotion coming into expression. This recognition can inspire u to get in touch with ur creativity.
U gain a deeper sense of inner stability and self worth by supporting and contributing to the material stability of the environment.

Choosing to sacrifice the role of pampered child empowers u to create goals and objectives that motivate u to establish a set of values.

When u notice that the people who feel good about themselves are those who are contributing their talents and resources in a tangible way, u r inspired to manifest and establish ur creativity. When u appreciate ur ideals enough to manifest them, u find the confirmation of self worth u need.

Soul
father, thank you. I just had the idea that I judged Z for not able to save money, but in reality, I cannot create money and hence I have to keep money last Monday. I also realised by dreaming and finally having a 3 days week job means my job is not my passion. I need to go back to my passion and create money that I need to have the comfort that I wanted.

I used to dream of a partner that can provide me the material comforts that I want. When I found Z is not able to, I was scared. It was only when I realised that he will never let his family suffer that I feel safe. I decided a good man is more important than a rich man. And knowing I have my own personal wealth.

Alas, once I feel safe of him not being a rich man, he left me. And when I finally accept that he is gone for good, I saw the projection on creation of money.
And now I will rely on myself to follow my passion and I m financially secure. Alas finally understand the Destiny's long range Ace of Diamonds and Ruling's King of Spades. This is my new beginning.

Spiritual astrology
U can have such a strong fear of losing material security that u actually create a poverty consciousness in ur life, feeling that resources are limited and that u must be very careful of how u spend every penny.

Ur lesson is to trust Universe and be open to the flow of money coming in and out of ur life. U can do this by not focusing on financial restrictions and simply being open to the universe blessing u with prosperity. The idea is to focus


Soul
My lesson is love and money. I do want both love and money. Just like I think there is shortage of moneys or rather I can't create money, I too think that I cannot have any partner after Z.

This week Jupiter is on Seven of Diamonds till 28 jan.

A great coincidence, that my basin hole is now replaced after nearly one year of continuous problem. No more blockages.

Father, I heard You and I thank you. Thanks to my lesson with Z, I learned I have courage and thanks to Sadhguru, I have inner joy. I will create my own worth.