Monday, February 18, 2013

Z is my Cosmic Lesson in Faith

Feb 7 Eve

Just found out Z is Moon in Scorpio, no wonder he is intense. And he is my mirror as I got Lunar and South Node in Scorpio. He is a control person and likes to dominate his partner. And me, an inner control freak.

His rising is in Sagitarius, have optimism, trust in life and have faith. He is a Seven of Spades, the Faith card. I had a million in assets and he has a million in loan commitment and yet he is optimistic that he will be rich and here I m pessimistic and tot I m not rich.

He is my true Cosmic Lesson card of Faith that I need to emulate. In a way, I did cos I renovated my room and bought a new big car, gave my brother monthly funding.

But part of me judged him and ignored my lesson.

I do recalled when he broke off with me the first time cos he felt that I had no faith he will be rich.
Part of me knew, my pessimism may affect his optimisms. I didn't want to block his expansion. Just because I m afraid.

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