Valuation - my strength..my weakness

24 Feb

Father, my lesson is to learn others are as important as me.

Suddenly tot of Sadhguru saying that Nature is all inclusive. So, we too should become like nature, all inclusive.

Father, I have an issue with value judgement. I do valuation for everything and everyone. It is this valuation mode that dictate my likes and dislikes resulting in pleasure or suffering.

Sadhguru said we need to move beyond our likes and dislikes. Need to go beyond our personality.

Honestly, I hate kanji as I viewed as non tasty and cheap food. Eating it demeans me. That's means my food is me. I had become identified with food. Of course, that part has eroded somewhat.

Now on volunteering. I perceived that volunteering happens when they got nothing to do, to fill up their time. Volunteering happens when u can't create things on your own. Volunteering because you have nothing and hence you need to volunteer..I guess I see volunteer less value...or pampering is more important to me