28 Feb
Father, slept around 11.30 pm cos feels good. I m glad to have Ad in Isha. He is Six of Diamonds and Eight of Clubs. Combination of Lau and Dw. Six of Diamonds is my lifetime environment card.
Tot of my Venus in Leo and Z's Lunar in Leo. We are a match. I am a gift to him. I m getting hopeful we be together. Totally irrational but somehow feels right. Really the Fool card.
I am so glad...there is no more anxiousness now..just loving him at my own end...
Like Sadhguru said, when you love, you yourself feel good. It may not be so for the other person, as being loved can be a burden/responsibility or etc.
This week Osho cards was on the spot. Earlier I was bit puzzled on why I got Healing and Sorrow cards as things are fine. Alas, it is not. After all pondering, I m sure I don't want to lead but I know I can volunteer without resentment now. I do what I can and don't commit or take charge out of need to excel.
Actually, to be able to volunteer is a high value, not low value. I m volunteering now due to learning my lesson on valuation. Everything is important.
1. Issue
Healing
U carry ur wound. No one is trying to hurt u. Everybody is safeguarding their own wound. When we are under the healing influence of the King of Water, we are no longer hiding from ourselves.
2. Internal influence
Sorrow
The pain is not to make u miserable, the pain is to make u aware! And when u aware, misery disappears.
In order for transformation to happen we must go deep, to the roots of our pain, and experience it as it is, without blame or self-pity.
Soul
I now can see P's predicament and point of view. Now know her reluctance.
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