Tuesday, April 23, 2013

Ascendent Rising in Gemini - sharing my ideas without fear

Apr 22
Yday, couldn't sleep. Feel energised. Woke up at 4.30 am. Did my Surya kriya. Now consciously put my leg to the back. Right feet can touch the floor all the way but not left feet. Breathing was fine.
Shakti was fine. Shambavi too. Just one song in the end.

Ascendent rising
Too often we interpret the reactions of others as negative. Then rather than just looking to see where we could make an adjustment in the way we present ourselves and our ideas, we feel not okay and end up suppressing that part of ourselves.
We may even become so focused about how others see us that we totally lose touch with our own innate strength and beauty. And if we allow this to happen, over time our experience of the world and the world experience of us will grow more limited and less interesting. And in turn restrict the flow of vital energy in our life.

Success comes through the process of being candid, open, genuine and truthful about ur honest reactions to outer circumstances as they occur, regardless of any imagined outcome. In this way, a mutually satisfying rship is the result of ur inner authenticity, since those who inherently resonate with ur true nature will grow closer, while those who don't will move on.

Ascendent in Gemini
Ur personality and demeanour reflect those traits that to u, demonstrate logic, open-mindlessness and intelligence. Ur attitude and behaviour demonstrate that u r understanding of how others think and u accept acceptance of ur ideas.

Ur Achilles heel is ur fear of potential disapproval. If u don't stay in touch with the natural excitement of ur own identity and instead give in to ur fears of how other people might see u, u may end up blocking the expression of ur own point of view. This would suppress any meaningful communication and ur innate way of being in the world. Then u can lose in ur ability to share ur multidimensional personality with others.
If u blocked ur inborn gift of sharing ideas with others, u turn it inward against urself where it becomes an impediment. When all that mental energy is not expressed, it implodes and block the flow of ur own vital energy.

Soul
Father, looks like being a leader, being a sharer of ideas is my inborn gifts. And I resist out of my fear of potential disapproval, out of my validation issue.
By blocking, I blocked my energy and my joints becomes stiff. So, results in RA.

Ascendent in Gemini
Sharing ur talents with others is the only healthy way for u to experience ongoing vitality in ur life, but it can be difficult to get past ur fear of how other people will see u and the potential of their not accepting u.
But the highest path is to be courageous enough to overcome this obstacle and fully express ur true nature, using ur gift for instinctively understanding the mental process of others for the benefit of all concerned.

Ur greatest challenge becomes using the feedback u receive from ur environment - both positive and negative - to shift and fine tune the ways u expressed ur gifts. It is only through this process, that ur ability to consistently create positive results can be refined and perfected and ur presentation accepted.
This process can be painful but only to the extent that u take any negative feedback personally. Instead it is actually a gift that allows u to see the exact changes that are needed in order for u to create happy outcomes.

Soul
Yea, firstly to know not all feedback are gospel truth. Secondly to not take negative feedback personally. Use it.

Be sharing Isha Kriya to 3 office colleagues. First time ever.

Ace of Spades.
Traditional card of death and transformation. U will go through some sort of death and rebirth. This is a new beginnings for work.

Soul
So true.

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