Pluto - greatest risk and biggest impact

Apr 15
Father, body feels good. My skin is recovering. Probably due to detox of not having the meats. Father, its nearly 3 weeks since I said no to meats and I m fine.
Did my surya kriya, my right feet can touch the ground but not left feet. I m getting into the breathe routine. I find myself able to breathe easily when bending backward. But the towards the end of 4th cycle, I followed some tots and the position of legs were off. Surya kriya has to be done intently.
Did my breathing - not great. Shakti and Shambavi was fine. I m able to see the tots and make a choice whether to follow or not.
Towards the end, suddenly breathe suck in, like an exchange of energy. After awhile I start to sing and dance.
Yesterday I shared IE and responded with comments to RA group. A first for me. I referred them to Louise Hays and Deb Shapiro.

Some tots of Z comes in. No tots of P at all. Miss him but he is long gone. Nearly a month since my last msg. Another 3 months he be married and I will be having a new year.

Pluto
where u most covertly resist change; a willingness to change will have the biggest impact on ur life and will result in fearlessness.
Depicts the parts of urself that is the most difficult to face and to change.
Shows the way to release area of greatest internal repression and in the process experience a new sense of personal empowerment and self mastery.
Represents area where u r constantly challenged to use ur  power to alter stagnant situation.
Illuminates that area in ur life in which u can obtain the rewards of true self mastery if u r willing to risk it all, exposing  personal perceptions and values at the deepest level.
Indicates the area in which u need to be willing to die psychologically in order to be reborn into an experience of life on a whole new level.
Signifies where u can claim the high consciousness of clear right action and alignment with the self. It is also the area where u fear that embracing ur connection with the high consciousness might make u different from everyone else; aloneness.

Pluto signifies the transformation of an entire group of people as well as being an indicator of personal challenge for transformation and self mastery.

Pluto in Virgo
Ur generation calling:
To participate in world transformation on the levels of health and service to those less fortunate.
U r also given a chance to change the ecology of the earth.

Personal fear:
Risking the criticism of others through a commitment to ur sense of duty.

Challenge:
To serve others on practical levels even though u may not have attained the perception of self perfection that u seek.

Soul
Father, thanks to P; I got over my karma on seeking validation. I m now ready.