If u cannot see your own ego, u cannot see your Soul

Apr 12 eve
Father, P returned all the items for IE. I guess she give up. That's typical of Nines, they are extreme. They cannot stay in a situation and learn their lessons. Their mode is always to terminate the situation.

Anyway, on a positive note. That's good too. I was bit dilemma on her cos she is double edged sword.

Father, a few Nines in my life. Yea, I took up the lesson cos I know it come back. I prefer to break on my own rather than others break me.

Father, thank u for being here.

Osho
Knowledge which does not transform u is borrowed. It conclusions are not yours because your knowledge is not your own, it is not your experience.
Try to know your ego and don't make any judgements that this is good or this is bad, look at it directly. And if u cannot even see your ego, u will never be able to see the thou or that, because the ego is your outer layer and thou is the center.
How can one who has not yet come to know his ego know thou or that?
First know this I and as u come to know this I. It will disperse. The fire of this knowing reduces the I into ashes.

Soul
Yes. I know. I m so blessed that my inner journey was always on the ego and finally I reached thou with Sadhguru's help.
P said she searched and studied so much. But I can see she didn't study herself. She is going thru the hard way using her body.
Father, I leave it to you. I m just thankful I finally broke karma on validation. Now just focus on leadership is my next karma.