Apr 17
Had my walk in the park today. The trees and grass are so lovely. It was a peaceful walk and I start to sing in the third cycle.
Just finished my Shoonya and Samyama, I was singing in the end. Can't recall the last time I sang in Samyama.
Net my web designer, S and he told me that 7.thunders.com has now gone viral as he can see both his wife and our friend A is keen on the site. I told him that it has gone viral in my company.
I asked if his life is directed by his fears or happiness. He was surprised that there another view of looking at life. He has never tot being happy can be a direction.
Father, I truly got something to share. I may not be an expert but definitely something is in me. It's time to be optimistic and share. Just trust things to unfold.
Now reading my North node in Taurus.
Because NN in Taurus were not born with knowing what is important to them in life, they tend to investigate others' values. But this never work because when others share what is important to them, Taurus north node say to themselves: "That's not important because of ........, " and the other person feels invalidated. Not only do NN in Taurus lose out what they are seeking, but the process throws the other person off track in pursuing his values, and he often ends up feeling upset.
Soul
Yes. My first karma card was Three of Diamonds.
Yes. I used to do that a lot. But the last few years, it has decreased cos now focus is on me.
Taurus North node
They have spent so many incarnations being subject to the value system of others that they sometimes hide what they want if the think its not socially acceptable or not okay with those close to them.
In this incarnation, in order to build a sense of self worth they need to discriminate between others' values and their own and honour what they want. Only when they go after what they really want to do, they feel good about themselves.
Soul
I used to tot I was reserved in not sharing about my involvement in Isha. Or perhaps I was not sure I continued to be in Isha and here I m on my fifth year.
Then I see Y who just did Isha and was sharing non stop about it.
Now I know my issue on validation and further reading this, the truth is I was uncertain. Alas I finally opened up yesterday.
North node in Taurus
They tend to attract troubled types as candidates for close rship. They tend to be drawn to people who are poor risks for closeness. When they bond and put their trust in one of these people, they always end up being disappointed.
They think they can help heal the other person and expect the other person to be grateful and offer reciprocal support.
Soul
Not sure. But maybe. I fell in love with Z when he shared his sob stories on his ex-wife. I tot he too needs to be loved like me. I can give him the love.
Only much later, after reading Cosmic Love by Jan Spiller I knew about his South Node in Leo and his North node in Aquarius. By then I was in deep. The book helped me not to take his lack of response to me personally; I felt less hurt.
Only after the final break up, I knew about his Lunar in Leo. So, double whammy.
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