My Soul is singing with joy

Apr 18
Father, did my asanas and one cycle of Surya kriya. Quite ok. Doze bit in Shavasana. Little time for breathing meditation. Shakti was bit different as I m trying to experiment Kapala Bhakti. I noticed that with my body upright and head tilted a bit, spine is straightened and Kapala Bhakti flows better. Shambavi was fine. Towards the end just silence. Later when I was about to end, I started to sing non stop. My soul is signing with joy.

North node in Taurus
If they get in touch with what is really important to them and clearly represent those values, then they will attract people who truly resonate with them.
In this incarnation, Taurus north node need stability, not crisis.
To achieve this in the context of rship, they must not let their partner invalidate them. If the partner says something that they are not comfortable with, they can let him know:" I am not comfortable with this"
In this way, they make others aware of their boundaries, giving the partner an opportunity to accommodate them and come into alignment with what they need. As the rship evolves, it will become apparent whether or not this person is appropriate.

Soul
I am fine with setting boundaries. I have told Z:
1. Financial security represents stability. I can't live like him, living to his last dollar.

2. I choose having money vs having expensive things and be in debts.

3. I don't prefer children as I treasured my time alone.

4. I treasured my spiritual practices.

5. Reading and contemplation time is important to me.

6. I enjoy having good food.

Father, reading this makes me see that Z may not be right for me. No wonder he keeps on saying we are on a different phase in life. I have found my money and now on spiritual path whereas he is still looking for money.

He is my cosmic lesson and my soul mate and perhaps we are meant to be together for a season.
Without being with Z, I would never have dared to face my Saturn in Aries.

Without P, another cosmic lesson, I would never have faced my Pluto in Virgo.

I am thankful to both of them.

North node in Taurus
Bonding
To achieve a successful bonded partnerships, Taurus north node people needs to be ones that others support!
This means clarifying their values and goals and allowing others to rally around them.

To achieve successful long term rships, Taurus north node people need to first recognise that their energy is enough. They can live off their own energy.
As long as they feel incomplete  they will continue to attract people who also have low self esteem.
But without untamed neediness driving them, they can take their time in discovering whose energy will actually increase them and bring them joy.