Unrealistic expectation leads to automatic disappointment

Apr 10 eve
Neptune in Scorpio
Spiritual responsibility for Earth's resources as a whole. U r aware of the current human materials and the potential for transformation of those values that will lead humankind to a higher level of relating to the physical world.

Ur dilemma - dealing with establishing ur value with other people.
It is the choice between idealistically expecting the automatic support of other people's resources or responsibly defining material values with them.
It also deals with the choice between expecting automatic emotional fulfilment through sex or committing yourself to the self purification that will actually bring about the realisation of those ideals.

Soul
Quite true there.
As I was driving to the meeting, I realised the cause of disappointment is my unrealistic expectation. How can I expect everything is smooth just because I took charge.
So, instead of lamenting I am sensitive, I should look at the way I set expectation...some of them may be unrealistic.

On the my choice between 'sex' and self-purification is also true. At the moment, I want both. But since now I don't have a partner, I just focused on self-purification...