Completion on my resistance towards leadership

Apr 6 aft

Handed out the flyers on my own. A good crowd and I distributed my portion. I think around 80.
After my realisation that leadership is my Saturn card. I finally accepted the role of leadership in Isha. It's going to be hard work cos I have not build my team yet. I will have to do alone first.

Today card, Ten of Spades. Workaholic card, that's true.

Checked to my Osho card.
Completion
The last piece of puzzle is being put in its place, the position of the third eye, the place of inner perception.

Even in the ever changing flow of life, there are moments in which we come to a point of completion. In these moments we are able to perceive the whole picture, the composite of all the small pieces that have occupied our attention for so long.
In the finishing, we can either be in despair because we don't want the situation to end or we can be grateful and accepting of the fact that life is full of endings and new beginnings

Whatever has been absorbing your time and energy will come to an end. In completing it, u will be clearing for something new to begin.

Soul
Exactly. Early this morning I have come to the realisation that I m given the leadership task because I have not strengthen my leadership skill nor accept my social responsibility. It's true I do well leading in my career and with friends but leading volunteers is the toughest. Or maybe not, leading unknown public is the toughest.
So I m given this opportunity to strengthen and accept my leadership role.
Alas the final piece of resistance is gone. I go with the flow. Amen.