Realisation - no one is the gospel truth

Apr 10
Father, P is not the gospel truth on Isha matters. She is a good organiser and hard worker.

On C, she is a Four and Jack. She will keep herself safe and won't intrude.

Anyway, I m back. I need not be so bothered. I have true Isha spirit and I accepted my social responsibility to lead. We put P there, we let her drive Isha out of our own inertia. Well, the bucks stopped here, I will take it up and end my karma on leadership in Isha.

Today, woke up at 5 am on alarm. Did 3 cycles of Surya Kriya but bit too fast, so less effect. Phelgm is reducing.
Did bit of breathing meditation.
Shakti not so good on Kapala. Shambavi was fine.
Not so much tots.
Toward the end, halfway I was singing. I m glad I m back.

Father, I may not be the epitome leader. One thing I need to do is believe in myself. I know there is goodness in me. It's true I can destruct when I m triggered but I m too conscious to let my unconscious rules me now.

Father, P was a cosmic lesson. She forced me to stand up, take charge and believed in myself. Her approach will make people feel insecure, feel small. There is a saying, u make others feel what u feel inside.
I m comfortable and so I make others comfortable too.
Thanks to P...I finally break my perception of validation...