Apr 11 aft
Father, no response on the mail. Of course, the mind work overtime.
But I ignored it. This is just a beginning and many wanted to come but cannot make it.
I will create teams.
As I was driving, I suddenly realised it was my unrealistic expectation that gets me easily disappointed.
Besides the reason why no volunteers this weekend is because a few went to overseas and others on Tamil new year festival.
Father, let me have realistic expectation. On P, just let her be. Who I tot she was when she comes back energised from Kailash. Let her have space and let me have mine. So the Friendliness card was very apt.
Had a good session with J. He was a few years older than I tot he is. When I said about karma on work, he immediately know that's its about leadership in Isha. I shared with him my resistances on leadership and how this role keeps on coming back to me. It is just waiting for me to pick up. I told him I decide to end this leadership karma once and for all. I don't want it to come back.
I said this role of leadership, lots of heartache but no returns.
Suddenly he said that he feel Isha will explode in Msia especially with hata yoga as an entrance. He said not to worry, by then I would have lots of support.
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