Saturn and Jupiter - to form new identity, to be a leader

Apr 4
Woke up 4.30 am on alarm. Surprisingly body is good though I slept about 11.15 pm.
Did a cycle of surya kriya followed by asanas. I noticed the standing postures with hands behind back and bending has improved. Also the sitting with 2 legs also improved. I can press my back forward and even the one leg sitting position improved further. Plough back also improved. Surya kriya really helps.

Shakti was good cos back is straight. Shambavi was good too. There were some tots of Z, missing him. But I didn't let myself stay with it.

Just had breakfast with 2 slice bread and 2 eggs. I stopped and left 20% cos I felt full. The old me would have finished it.

Mars in Libra
U may demand ur version of harmony by behaving as u think others want u to and expecting them to act as u want in exchange. U may want to subtly compete with others to see who can be the most harmonious person and thus victimise yourself by continually demanding that others act fairly.
U lose energy when u hold others responsible for creating justice and cooperation on ur world and when disruption occurs, blaming them for the disharmony.

Soul
True.

Mars in Libra
Conscious - to actively, responsibly and directly initiating social interaction on the basis of personal integrity.
When u asked others what they want from rship and honestly share what u want, u r then able to create harmony based on truth. This u gain energy by experiencing yourself as the source of harmony or disharmony in ur interactions.

Soul
Father, mmm. I need to do this. I used to judge others but looks like I too do the same.


Jupiter in Leo
Leap of faith
When u trust ur ability to give to others, u can actively initiate situations in which u attract those social rewards u most value.
U may find others welcome ur generosity when ur aim is to be morally or intellectually equal. Acting in the best interest of the situation, u can concentrate on producing beneficial results for all and gain the opportunity for natural leadership.

Soul
Father, that's true.
Tot of P coming on too strong. I know she has good intention. But I too feel bit irritated that she has to give her input. It's like she is directing. But she said she not the lead. Mmm, start to see what C meant. In my case, my self confidence is high so she doesn't make me feel bad. But I m just irritated and wants her to butt out. Yea. That's my response.
Mmm, noticed my Mars in Libra prevents me to do so. And also I m still not sure I want to lead Isha and she is best suited.



Saturn in Aries
Ur destiny is to formulate a new identity. Ur task is to rise above the limitations of past life personality expressions; to discover and formulate a new, more powerful sense of identity.