Body is coming along

Mar 31

Father, I m getting impatient with my boss. Keep on projecting others didn't do their jobs and so she has to do. What she didn't realise is she is not doing her job and want to do ours.
She acts like an office manager instead of managing director.

Father, I know thats me having revengeful tots. I must focus on the big picture of 3 days week and help her to manage it. No point aggravating the situations but I can see the anger. Perhaps I have to asked her directly instead of her blowing steam everywhere.

Father, this morning I wished for my husband instead. This is the first time. I keep on asking for partner previously. I m finally admitting I want commitment.

Yday massage was quite good, unlike the excruciating pain in the previous massage. Guess, the suppressed emotions on Z has been released and hence the knots in my body are released too. Even the masseur commented that my body is now in a much better condition. Yea, infact this is the first time that I had so little pain during massage and can even enjoy the massage.
Father, I also realised that when the massage hits certain lymph node and it is painful, I start to laugh. So, I seems to laugh in pain...huh???

(1 Apri)
Ignoring my mind, I spoke to her. She shared her 'stress' matters.