Buddha - everything is impermanent

Mar 31

Woke up at 3 am and slept back. Got into a dream and woke up upon alarm at 3.50 am. Sat in toilet and wonder what's next.

Did Bhoota Shuddi and sang guru pooja. Angarmadhana is going on smoothly. The last balancing pose still not done. Did one cycle of Surya kriya. Then a quick Shavasana. Breathing was okay, body sat automatically in arashidharna. Didn't do long.
Shakti was good. Not explosive but went in deep. Towards the end was in deep zone during Shambavi preparatory steps. Now confirmed both knees can touch forehead during cat stretch.
Shambavi was good.

Had some tots of Y. Wish he was with me. But no inclination to contact him.

Destiny, freedom and soul
Buddha says there is nothing eternal. Everything is impermanent; everything is in flow.  Understand this and understanding will liberate u.
The only real freedom is freedom from urself. Otherwise ur mind goes on playing games. It will go on painting new desires on new canvases.

Soul
The past is gone. My work as core local Isha and Y is gone. Not sure what's next.
For now just focus on angarmadhana.

Destiny, freedom and soul
Everything happens on its own but a seeker has to be alert not to miss the train.
The more u are alert, u will be surprised - the same things are happening that we're happening before, but the meaning has changed; the significance is different.
Example - the rose flower is the same rose but now it is radiant, surrounded by some note energy that u were not aware of before, a new beauty. It seems that u used to see only the outer side of the rose but now u are able to see its inner world.

Soul
True.

Destiny, freedom and soul
There are ways of the mind and there are ways of the heart; they need not be supportive of each other. And if it happens that the mind is not in agreement with the heart, then the mind is wrong. What matters is that ur heart feels at ease, peaceful, silent, harmonious at home.
We are trained for the mind, so our mind is very articulate. And nobody takes notice of the heart. Infact it is pushed aside by everybody because it is of no use in the marketplace, no use in the world of ambitions, in the world of politics, no use in business.
Infact the mind is of no use, the heart knows best.

Soul
Just messaged Ma for media contact and also want to do calling on previous Sathsang attendees.
It was automatic. Not sure if its because me unable to let go or what? Was it compulsion.


Destiny, freedom and soul
Just understand that it is ur life - enjoy it, allow it to sing a song in you, allow it to become a dance in u.
U have nothing to do but simple be available, and flowers are going to shower on u.

Soul
Well, just go with the flow. What I m good at is promoting Isha.
I m not keen on planning or executing program.
So just go aug the flow.