Osho - Politics: mind clings

Mar 30

When I walked into the park, automatically singing guru pooja, the trees lovely after the early morning ing rain
Did my two cycle of walk and two cycle of six flights of 2 storey stair case. In the first cycle of staircase, it was fine as body feel light. But in the second cycle, feeling tired at third cycle and then found my breathing in fourth cycle. Could continue my fifth and sixth cycle in a meditative zone.

Today, was arranging meeting for closure. Truly ending.

Today Destiny card
My Daily Card
The Nine of Spades

The Nine of Spades can be a card of loss and disappointment. However, the true nature of the card reveals that its presence in your life for any period of time does not have to be a disaster. In actuality, the Nine of Spades represents making a completion of some importance. Whether this is the end of a certain occupation, way of life, or way of being with your health and body will depend upon the position of the card and the circumstances in your life at the time. But rest assured that some important aspect of your life is coming to an end when this potent card shows up.

This is also one of the death cards and indeed, when this card shows up there will be a death in your life of some kind. We go through many mini-deaths in the course of our lifetime and just like the snake shedding its skin, arrive at a new and better place each time we do so. Therefore the Nine of Spades is not a card to be feared but instead a card to be welcomed. It always has the ability to clear away all the unwanted and useless debris in our life and put us back on a new course where we are much more enlivened and satisfied.

Soul
When I checked my mail, saw the note that V still insist on doing the thing, at first bit miffed. Then I remember it is closure time, so I let go. Its their call now.
Then was arranging for a meet and P wanted to join too. So, feeling bit 'why', and then I realised its better she join cos I am letting go.

This week Osho tarot card is really true.
External Influence that you are aware.
Politics

All but the most innocent and sincere of us have a politician lurking somewhere in our minds. In fact, the mind is political. Its very nature is to plan and scheme and try to manipulate situations and people so that it can get what it wants. Here, the mind is represented by the snake, covered with clouds and "speaking with a forked tongue." But the important thing to realize about this card is that both faces are false. The sweet, innocent, ‘trust me' face is a mask, and the evil, toxic, ‘I'll have my way with you' face is a mask, too. Politicians don't have real faces. The whole game is a lie. Take a good look at yourself to see if you have been playing this game. What you see might be painful, but not as painful as continuing to play. It doesn't serve anybody's interest in the end, least of all yours. Whatever you might achieve in this way will just turn to dust in your hands.

Soul
Very true.
Just need to remember this pulling backward is similar to time when I let go of the glamourous job. The ego wants it s due to fear of loss but truly the heart doesn't want it. After one and half year, I am still happy without it.
Spoke to G and she said she too doesn't get fulfilled my doing volunteering. She doesn't mind supporting but not the one growing it. She too prefers just to go to Ashram. and be with Dhynalinga.


Mar 30 aft
Just done one new essay and finished the partially completed essay written about 3 weeks ago.
Also called G to get my first ebook released so I can pass to Pe.
I feel fulfilled.
Going back to what makes me happy.