North Node in Taurus - to focus on building values instead of bonding

Apr 7 aft
To lose the bond of friends in local Isha.

Good that yesterday spent one hour plus on the contract. Today another one hour and I completed the contract review.
Can enjoy second half day.

Today card in Mercury
The Four of Diamonds

The Four of Diamonds means a solid sense of values that attracts enough money to meet our security needs and then some. When we know exactly what it is we want, we tend to attract those things to us more quickly. Thus, when this card shows up, it usually means that we have gotten clear about what we want and then we get it. Satisfaction and prosperity are indicated here and you may have a good foundation upon which you can begin building a financial future. Managing your resources could come into focus in a greater way when this card is present and this card can give you the ability to handle financial matters with a clear mind.

Soul
One thing I know is that I am truly not keen on volunteering work.
I need not pretend to myself  nor worry my friends will leave me.
When I need to bond, I will attend the work; but be clear to them and myself.

North node in Taurus
They were born looking for their soul mates. Their challenge in this lifetime is to focus less on bonding and more on building their values - then they will attract the right mate.

Deep in their heart, more than anything in the world, they want a soul mate - that special person to travel through life in a state of mutual vulnerability, commitment and empowerment. To have this dream comes true, they need to first experience being complete within themselves. When they no longer need another person to make them feel whole, only then will they attract the right life partner.

Soul
Another reminder.
Yes, just focus on building my values.
It is different from others, then I have always been eccentric.
Just focus on being complete within myself.
First thing is to let go of local Isha...and lose the bonding.
Be myself without volunteering..without fear.
Thats the first step I got to take.