Meditation transforms

Mar 26 eve 1
Destiny, freedom and soul
Meditation transforms. It takes u to higher levels of consciousness and changes ur whole lifestyle. It changes ur reactions into responses to such an extent that it is unbelievable that the person who would have reacted in the same situation in anger is now acting in deep compassion, with love - in the same situation.

Soul
True.
I changed from no early wake up to 3.50 am.
I changed from no physical exercise to walking.
I drop my corporate career
I work 3 days week with reduced salary.
I can now swim full half lap. I can now swim in breaststroke
I can now not eat red meat and poultry
I can now drink decaf coffee.
I can now be expressive. I m now fearless in romantic and personal relationship
Alas now learn to let go.

Destiny, freedom and soul
Mind is between the world and u. Whatever happens in the world, the mind is affected by it; so you can understand through the mind what is happening outside. The brain is the mediator. As the brain is affected by outside, the inner consciousness can read what is happening out aside.

A mental peace using biofeedback machine or a chanting of om, is not meditation. Meditation is a flight beyond the mind. It has nothing to do with mental peace.
There is no such thing as peace of mind. Mind is the problem. When there is no mind, then there is peace. A person who knows what meditation is cannot be deceived by any techniques, because no techniques can give u an understanding of the working of the mind.
Is there any technique that can help u to get rid of anger? Of jealousy? Of hatred? Of sexual lust?

There is only one way - there has never been a second way. There is only one way to understand that to be angry is to be stupid; watch anger in all its phases, be alert to it, so it does not catch u unaware. U be surprised as awareness about the way of anger grows, the anger start evaporating.
When anger disappear, there is peace.

Soul
With me being in Samadhi path, understanding just arise. It happens when I least expect it. It happens when alas I give up trying to understand.
This latest insight on me letting go of Y so that others can let go of me. Or others, local Isha holding on to me just like I hold on to Y.  They hold on cos they don't believe in abundance. If they believed that another can take my place; they will let go of me as I said I don't want many times. I even cried but still they hold on.
Guess the same as Z and Y who has said no adamantly and firmly and yet I hold on.

Just when I finally undo dilemma in letting go of local Isha I saw the mirror of me doing the same to Y. With the understanding I no longer hold on; no longer in compulsion to seek attention from Y. No more neediness compulsion. No more barking at the closed door.

Destiny, freedom and Soul
Understand arise by becoming a mirror, a mirror of all that goes on in the mind.
To being just a mirror means u are simply aware. In pure awareness the mind cannot drag u down into the mud, into the gutter. And because the mind is absolutely impotent, ur whole being is in a profound silence - that peace that passeth understanding.