Mar 28 aft
Today was caught in traffic jam due to wrong location in waze. Alas trust my car GPS. Anyway, despite being on the road for one hour fifteen minutes; I was calm when I was ushered to sit at main table.
This evening after the meeting, I was feeling tired and need a quick Shoonya as I want to go to night market since I can't do evening practices.
Did a deep Shoonya and later when I m done, body just want to bend forward with face flat on the floor. I lay down for nearly half an hour. Eventually I forced myself to wake up. The shrine plus shivarathi energy knocks me out. And I didn't even had the flame.
Just lighted the flame since five minutes ago and immediately the energy space changed.
The Hidden Splendour
Philosophy goes after questions, answers and never reaches any conclusion. Mysticism simply drops the mind, because it is nothing but a question-creating mechanism, and moves into silence. And the most amazing thing in life is that then, when there is no more question, u found the answer.
There may be thousands of questions, but there is only one answer and that answer is ur awareness. It is not in the form of an answer, it is in the form of an experience; suddenly a great silence descends upon u. Everything becomes quiet and calm. And without any words, without any knowledge, there is knowing. Knowing that u arrived home and that there is nowhere to go.
Soul
Of late, just sit my shrine and fall into natural silence. I no longer resist being mindless. Sadhguru said being mindless is the stage to go thru for transcendence.
The hidden splendour
Unconsciousness is very deep. And consciousness is a very small part, so unless u have great courage to use that small part of consciousness to transform the whole of your unconsciousness, it seem almost impossible to be enlightened.
Soul
When I start my journey in 1997; I want to have control. I can't let my unconscious rule my life unknowingly. Little did I realise that's called journey of enlightenment.
Guess that's because I was into western psychology, philosophy and spirituality. The two books that hit me into tears was The Cloud of unknowing and Meister Ekhart. A course in Miracle was the great book that turn around my mind.
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