Osho tarot - Clinging to the past

Mar 29 eve

Today inaugural volunteer meeting has ended.
My only consideration is how are my friends doing. Truly right that I am not there.


My Daily Card
The Three of Clubs

The Three of Clubs is the card of mental creativity, so much so that it is called the 'Writer's Card'. On the other hand, it can be the card of worry and indecision and mental stress. Whenever this card appears in your reading, you will have an opportunity to either get the benefits of heightened creativity of mind, or suffer the liability of more stress and indecision.
Use this influence for writing, either personally or professionally. Express yourself to all you meet and you will reap positive rewards.

Soul
I admit there were some tots coming through but I slept through it.
Sleep is my best medicine,
Alas the local Isha learning to let me go...just as I let go of Y.
Now that meet is over, wondering why my friends didn't call me.

Today Osho card
Clinging to the past.
If you don't cling to the past...because clinging to the past is absolute stupidity. It is no longer there, so you are crying for spilled milk. What is gone is gone! And don't cling to the present because that is also going and soon it will be past. Don't cling to the future – hopes, imaginations, plans for tomorrow – because tomorrow will become today, will become yesterday. Everything is going to become yesterday. Everything is going to go out of your hands. Clinging will simply create misery. You will have to let go." Osho

Her nostalgia for the past really makes her a 'blockhead', and a beggar besides, as we can see from her patched and ragged clothes. She needn't be a beggar, of course – but she is not available to taste the pleasures that offer themselves in the present. It's time to face up to the fact that the past is gone, and any effort to repeat it is a sure way to stay stuck in old blueprints that you would have already outgrown if you hadn't been so busy clinging to what you have already been through. Take a deep breath, put the box down, tie it up in a pretty ribbon if you must, and bid it a fond and reverent farewell. Life is passing you by, and you're in danger of becoming an old fossil before your time!

Soul
True....let go...
Just remember that I can't take the 'price'.
Just need to go back to my top 10.