Letting go means being alone

Mar 24 eve

At least did Bhoota Shuddi. Feels much after that. Feeling bit loss now that I know for sure Y is completely gone and me can now finally let him go.
Alas realising that I did the same to local Isha.
And now to let go of local Isha too.
Father, nothing is left.
Bit loss and afraid but know that I got to go on.
The opening for leaving local Isha is finally here. So got to take this even when I am alone. Alas the card was true. Being alone.