If I have faith in abundance, then there is no fear in losing

Mar 26 eve

Soul
Suddenly an insight
Having faith for abundance is the requisite for not holding on to 'nothing'.

Mmm, my Two of Diamond 1st karma card in Ruling and my Cosmic Lesson of Seven of Spades in Destiny.

There is a connection.

I hold on because I believed in lack..I have no faith on the abundance of the Universe.

I have no faith that I can be ALONE.

Mar 26 eve

Father, thank you.
Did one cycle of yoga Namaskar and Surya kriya followed by standing yogaasanas and lying down asanas with legs lifted up. The yogaasanas were effortless. Not sure if its because it is evening session, first time for me or because of Angarmadhana. But could be both.
Did a short breathing after Shavasana. Then followed by Samyama. Alas Shoonya.

Finally got my balance back, got my sadhana hall back.

P told me that growth depends on other volunteers now. It is not the admin role to plan. It is for volunteer to suggest where and how they want to grow and to execute it.

Father, well I be the last. At this point, I just want to take a step back. Be good if I don't attend; then they realise it is up to them.