Harship in our lives are the gateway to initiation of transformation

Mar 11 aft

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When I love myself I place firm boundaries on what I need.
When I love myself I express my feelings and feel no shame about it.
When I love myself I know inherently that I need no man to complete me.


Mar 11 eve
Took a long while to calm down a fellow meditator who was very upset with P. The same issue of P scolding her.

Just now sang guru pooja. I cried at Karpura Gauram. It has been years since I last cry on Karpura Gauram.
Then went into deep breathing meditation. After a long while I finally open eyes for Samyama. Then followed by Shoonya.
Truly thankful to Sadhguru for Isha tools.

Not really looking forward to Angamardhana as it will take an hour in the evening. But I know that's the price to pay. Anyway, maybe time to tackle my fat arms. That's where some suppressed energy. Need to break some karmic energy.

Today bought my ticket to Kathmandu. Arriving on same event day and extend returns by two days. Glad I sought advice from V.

It is night, Y truly decided to let me go. Well that's his forte. Maybe all for the best. Meanwhile just keep faith Linga will bring me my right partner. Trusting in the abundance.

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Initiation is the voracious search for the aspects of your soul left along the trail as unrecognizable orphaned children and yet, you still look upon them fondly with love, giving them a place to heal, be loved, and grow.
The hardships in our lives are the gateways to initiation, the fiery doorway of transformation. As we walk along the road, we subconsciously leave clues for us to find our way back to the life we already know. Our breadcrumb trail is our link to our pragmatic selves.
Standing before the doorway, we become aware that this is the same door we have seen many times in our dreams. It is the star-gate, the mouth of the cave, and the cliff that we must jump. Our inner wisdom has prepared us for the moment to walk through it since the time of our birth, to be initiated to our real lives of intuitive womanhood.

Soul
Amen