Mar 22
Woke up before alarm, slept back and woke up at 6.45 am.
Feel the sadness over Y since yesterday night. Admitting to it felt better. Anyway I have been through heart break, I recovered. And now completely over Z. I can be over Y too at the right time.
Did Bhoota Suddhi and sang guru pooja.
Did one cycle of Yoga Namaskar and Surya kriya. Alignment is good for both. Breathing was lovely, sat longer than usual. Shakti was good but some tots of Y came in. Towards the end singing in my mind. Shambavi was okay. Towards the end just silent contentment. Finished at 9.26 am eventhough I rush in the end and now wake up 6.45 am instead of 7 am.
Went for swim. It was so lovely. Just being in the water. The last 3 cycle, no rush. Just floating, enjoying the water, being one with the water.
My insight.
Being one with water. I feel no fear.
Being one with Y. I then feel no fear.
With that I message Y and can now chat normal. No more fear. I even told him my fear of disturbing him and hence can't call.
Destiny, freedom and soul by Osho
Life is really a dance if u are an original - and u are meant to be an original. And no two people are alike, so my way of life can never become ur way of life.
Listen to ur own heart's whisperings - and they are whisperings. The heart speaks in a very still, small voice, it does not shout.
A Buddha is a Buddha, a Krishna a Krishna and you are u. And u are not in any way less than anybody else. Respect yourself, respect ur own inner voice and follow it.
And remember, I am not guaranteeing that it will always lead u to the right. Many times it will take u to the wrong, because to come to the right door, one has to knock first on many wrong doors. That's how it is. If u suddenly stumble upon the right one, u will not be able to recognise that it is right.
In the ultimate reckoning, no effort is ever wasted. All efforts contribute to the ultimate climax of ur growth. So don't be hesitant; don't worry too much about going wrong.
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