Maybe I need not have to believe my thoughts

Apr 2

Did Bhoota Shuddi followed by singing of guru pooja.
Started with Angarmadhana...not looking forward but knew this is for Kailash.
Today so much wind out of body, coming out from both top and bottom. The Angarmadharna is releasing loads from me. I already know I got loads of winds and have reduced considerably. Maybe Angarmadharna releasing the tail end.
Just like yesterday had to stop midway to toilet too. Major release.
Angarmardhan has improved.
Did one cycle of Surya Kriya followed by breathing. Breathing was good.


My Daily Card
The Ace of Diamonds

The Ace of Diamonds means the desire for money or the birth of a new way of earning money. All Aces represent new beginnings, a desire for something that starts a new cycle of creating. Aces are the representatives of pure creative energy.

Diamonds represent our value systems, the things that we like or dislike, treasure or discard. So, the Ace of Diamonds means that we experience the birth of a new value or that we suddenly like or want something that we didn't before.

Because diamonds are commonly associated with money and our work, the Ace of Diamonds can mean the beginning of a new financial enterprise or the desire to obtain money for a specific purpose.

Soul
Just read my April chart...truly Eclipse.
So much changes at work front...many unexpected changes.
Not only in my own company but also the other sister company, the one that we are servicing.
Just had 2 staff quit, looks like there will be another one.
A major revamp.

While I was in my practice, tots of Y coming in and then followed by envious tot of Z and wife. I let it continue for awhile and then a tot occur to me,  "maybe I need not have to believe my tots". Just let them be.
Me missing Y doesn't mean that I want to act on it. I already know my Two of Diamonds.
The point here is to let go of Y so he won't be hold on to me.
Just like local Isha letting go of me.