Apr 6
Just finished site visit, another volunteering work.
I don't feel fulfilled...
Father, it is truly bonding.
No dilemma...
Today Three of clubs; mind bit wondering. But I didn't let it run me.
I was seeing my mind reacting on comments. I just see and realised that ego is on hand. Anyway, is of no importance.
Not sure why, but Y was brought up today.
They said he has a subtle presence.
Well, to me he is a lion, ready to bounce any moment. Anyway, I have seen the personal side of him.
I know he growls.
Today went t the nice Buddhist society building. The Buddha statute was there.
I was surprised..no longer need another temple.
I have my own Shrine at home.
My room is my temple.
Came back shower and did Shoonya, went in deep.
My frame has reduced. Wore the blouse I bought a few years ago. I look good in the old blouse, even better when I first bought it.
Father, I always said no transformation to me. Alas there is; weight and frame dropping.
Perhaps its dropping all the accumulation, all the other's people values.
Another thing; capability does not always means responsibility. I need not take up everything that I can do. I can opt to do what I like eventhough I am not that capable.
For the first time, what I like and what I am good..can be different.
My face changed; I can see my face becoming more feminine, growing lovelier.
Amen.
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