Letting go of Y so others can let go of me too

Mar 23 eve

Now understand on this Uranus card.
Last period was on Jack of Heart, I hold on...
This period, unexpectedly, I can let go..
It is finally settlement. I finally going to master myself

Soul
Just received message from P that I need not come for the meeting.
After ten minutes, I replied thanks.

Suddenly, everything falling in place.
I now no longer will seek out Y. I will help him in his decision to let go of us.
Just as P now helped me to stay firm in my decision...
Truly two sides of mirrors...just as I couldn't let of my romantic partner, even though they said they wanted out..
The same, isha core team couldn't let go of me...
Well, now that they can finally let go of me...the same I can let of Y too..
Amen...

Father, truly A Seven of Spades...
My Daily Card
The Seven of Spades

The powerful Seven of Spades will challenge you to rise to higher levels of thinking, speaking and acting. Its challenges will manifest mainly in the areas of work and health, areas where you are likely to be holding some negative patterns that need to be changed. If you are willing to take responsibility for your condition and practice positivity in spite of circumstances, you can realize the powerful spiritual potential of this card and attain new heights. In its highest form, this is the card of FAITH.

Soul
Now tot of my 52 days in Uranus.

Ruling in Uranus
Queen of Spades
Nine of Hearts

Queen of spades is known as the card of self mastery. This means creating more success by changing our inner tots, beliefs and attitudes instead of trying to alter our external circumstances.
Queens have their greatest power in the feminine, receptive mode. To truly receive, we must attain that state of mind in which we allow everything to come to us without hesitation. It is the spiritual aspirant who learns to master themselves instead of spending all their time trying to change external circumstances.
This is a highly spiritual influence that could indicate a time where you have some profound experiences of awakening and self-realisation. There are bound to be some interesting experiences during this period that lift u to new levels of understanding and awareness.
On the practical side, u will find that that ur work and real estate concerns are going on very well, as u work hard and apply this new understanding to the mundane situations in ur life.
Any women of the Spades may seem unpredictable during this period, and to a lesser extent for the entire year.
To insure success in ur relationships with them, it would be best just to step back and allow them to do or be whatever they need to. A good friendship comes from unconditional love and acceptance.

Nine of Hearts
Card of emotional disappointment or personal losses on affectionate level. However, this is the card of completions in love
It can signal the ending of one or more key relationships. If so, it is most likely that these rships are no longer doing you any good. Its time for them to end, whether or not u realise this at the time they happen.
However, Nine of Hearts can also represent our helping other by counseling them or in some way sharing our love and compassion with them. It means a giving of love in a more or less selfless manner.
Unexpected ending can bring disappointment in work, in love, in romance or with friends during this period. Jealousy or scandal may occur at work and good friend may be hard to come by.

Soul
Now understand on this Uranus card.
Last period was on Jack of Heart, I hold on...
This period, unexpectedly, I can let go..
It is finally settlement.

Alas, once I breakthrough the link to P, a Nine of Spades; who finally bless me going off...
Also, this means conclusion on Y too.
I won't hold him back, just as I didn't want local Isha team to hold me back.
It is over...