Nine of Hearts in Uranus

Apr 3 eve
Another resignation today from another staff. Truly so much change. The thing is today I was thinking what if K resigned too. And it happen and its for the best as his heart not in it. Perhaps my anger at him make him quit but may be meant to happen. I no longer want to suppress my feeling in relationship.

Surprisingly getting closer to my staff K who just resigned. Earlier I apologised for not knowing that she need support. She return the apology by saying she regretted not reaching out to me earlier and she now knows I truly can support her. Checked her card was Five of Hearts, emotionally restless card and loves to travel. Another Pe. Same Ruling card.

Mmm, looks like the group doesn't care about my sharing on inspiring others. I wasn't blowing my trumpet. I want to tell them if they don't share; they can't inspire and hence just them doing it. The reality is I too not so keen on sharing but I felt I owed to Sadhguru to share my gratefulness on the tools he offered. My passion is the connection of energy from sadhana. Whereas their passion is on volunteering. Infact they should be sharing during Sathsang.
Anyway, yesterday event tells me that I m not fulfilled in volunteering; not even in inspiring others. The old me would be slightly affected. The new me can see they interpret me as boasting and that's them. Father, truly becoming

Today did one cycle of Surya kriya followed by Breathing. Eyes couldn't open  to do Samyama. Later forced myself to open to do Shoonya. Went in deep. After Shoonya can't come up. Took me a long while. Also much wind breathing both top and bottom.

Today tot of Y for two times. But no longer going back. Move on.

This month truly eclipse period with many changes at work front. And unexpectedly endings especially on resignation of Pe and Ka.

Uranus 21 Mar to 12 May.

Ruling
Queen of Spades
Nine of Hearts

Queen of spades is known as the card of self mastery. This means creating more success by changing our inner tots, beliefs and attitudes instead of trying to alter our external circumstances.
Queens have their greatest power in the feminine, receptive mode. To truly receive, we must attain that state of mind in which we allow everything to come to us without hesitation. It is the spiritual aspirant who learns to master themselves instead of spending all their time trying to change external circumstances.

This is a highly spiritual influence that could indicate a time where you have some profound experiences of awakening and self-realisation.
There are bound to be some interesting experiences during this period that lift u to new levels of understanding and awareness.
On the practical side, u will find that that ur work and real estate concerns are going on very well, as u work hard and apply this new understanding to the mundane situations in ur life.

Nine of Hearts
Card of emotional disappointment or personal losses on affectionate level. However, this is the card of completions in love
It can signal the ending of one or more key relationships. If so, it is most likely that these rships are no longer doing you any good. Its time for them to end, whether or not u realise this at the time they happen.
However, Nine of Hearts can also represent our helping other by counseling them or in some way sharing our love and compassion with them. It means a giving of love in a more or less selfless manner.

Unexpected ending can bring disappointment in work, in love, in romance or with friends during this period. Jealousy or scandal may occur at work and good friend may be hard to come by.

Soul
So true. Definitely ending. Yes, the ending is good.
Also the ending with Y. No longer barking at wrong door. Release Y so others can release me too.

Destiny
Six of Diamonds
Six of Spades

When this powerful stabilising influence is present in your cards, u can bet there will be some sort of settling of accounts. It could also represent a time we have an opportunity to discover a special purpose in our life that will lead us into a special destiny. If u feel drawn to a certain occupation or mission when this card is present, it could be one that opens up an entirely new and powerful direction in ur life.

This can indicate lack of change in location or type of work or the lack of sale or purchase of real estate. Everything will tend to remain static during this period.
Remember u always receive exactly what u give to others and during this period, u may have to unexpectedly pay off some outstanding obligations. Give more to receive.
By tuning in to ur most subtle tots and feelings now, u can make a strong connection to exactly what is ur life's purpose  is.

Six of Spades (fate, karma, paybacks from the past in many forms.)
Strongest form of karma cards. U can expect a smoothing out of affairs in the realm of health and work. It will bring some much needed peace.
Sometimes events happen under this card influence that are things which we were destined to so at sometime in our life. Often this change the course of our life, always for the better, even though at the time the events may not seem so good or life enhancing.
This may lead u to perform a special Mission in life, one that uplift others.
This is the card of FATE.