Nov 27
Woke up around 5 am, feeling hot. Slept back.
Then woke up around 7.08 am, changed the alarm from 7.15 to 7.30 am instead.
Slept back and woke up again.
Did guru pooja and start Surya Kriya.
Did my 5 cycles of Surya Kriya, alignment not great...but 5 cycles was effortless.
Can now do the standing asanas slowly.
My only difficulty now is the mountain pose as my right elbow can't take my body weight.
Breathing was amazing. After the Shavasana, I just sat and body went into arashidharna posture albeit without the straightening of back. Somehow I didn't move and realise that it is good to have my body grounded...I sat for nearly half an hour without moving my feet.
Shakti was great...doing it with awareness. Very little tots and when I see the tots, I bring myself back immediately. Towards the end laughter erupted...then followed by singing love songs.
This continues even when I was doing preparatory steps for Shambavi.
Shambavi was good.
Towards the end, just silence...sitting there without any movement.
For a long while there were no tots....the mind was silent....
When I am done, I just wake up and saw my Sadhana 'hall' and their pictures are so 'clear'. I feel so refreshed; as if woke up from a great nap. Amen
Was updating my blog and saw this:
Environment Card in Destiny this year - Nine of Diamonds
Giving up things, people or jobs that u once valued highly will bring many blessings and rewards this year.
On some level, this is a year to let go of the past and prepare to move on to many new and better things.
Usually we are afraid to let go of things in our life, afraid that the loss will deprive us of something important and essential to our happiness. However, this year u are protected, and all completions will bring u greater fortune and happiness.
Environment card in Ruling this year - Ace of Heart
This is a year when new beginnings in the area of personal relationship will bring many rewards and blessings to u.
Whether u start a new love affair or help bring a new child into this world, this is the time for u to discover just what helps u love yourself the most. This is likely to be a year of joy and pleasure, and the focus will be on you, your needs and attracting to you, other people that will fulfil you on the deepest level.
Soul
Finally, I am now savouring new beginning.
The message is similar to the one I received yesterday.
All losses leads me to greater fortune and happiness.
Nearly half year have past, and finally I can see the new beginnings...
I am opening up to new relationships.
Venus in Third house
The closer you can attain to pure experiential reality, the closer you may be drawn to your feminine side.
Soul
Mmmm, I am getting closer to Linga.
I have also begin to wear nightgown to sleep. Somehow I feel feminine wearing them.
Day time, I always wears pants...
Now finally more than ten years...my femininity is coming out.
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