Dec 9 eve
Just sang guru pooja and light the candle. When I sang guru pooja, I start to cry.
After I was done I did Samyama, a lovely sweet feeling.
Towards the end a tot came on Z's shrine, an expensive one. Mine is made up and even the stand are on boxes. Then a tot came, but mine has a lovely energy field. No need to compare.
I also told Linga and Sadhguru that if Y is the one they send, I accept him.
Towards the end, tears were released.
Finally no more postponement nor dilemma. I made up my mind and it is truly the profile of Y that I valued. The age difference is of no issue as our connection are mental and past life, spiritual. And now that we met up on a different level I can feel the physical attraction. We both enjoy sitting close to each other and talking to each other ears. He has a nice clean feeling and I like to get closer. Amen.
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