Sadhguru - Volition, which is karma is equivalent to compulsion

Nov 28 aft
Just finished my Shoonya, a knockout.

Mystic Musings
If you are a little open to me or to the teaching, is just that the volition is taken away, so u just do what is needed. That is what awareness means; there is no volition. When there is no volition, there is no karma.

Soul
Yea. I can make overture and express myself to people I like. But I no longer need to react negatively, no need to mentally reject the person or take it personally when there are no response. There is also no need to seek it further. Just let it be. If it ends there, it's meant to end.

Mystic musings
Why ascetic path were set is simply because of this: u start doing things that are naturally not comfortable for u. Once u start doing such activity that is uncomfortable for u, u do it but u don't like it.
Things u like u do compulsively; but things u don't like, u can only do it consciously.
That's why the ascetic path. U start to do things consciously. Now slowly u are practising how to be conscious in various situation in ur life. This consciousness is brought into ur life. Early morning you want to drink coffee, but u sit and do kriyas. U can't do it any other way but by being conscious of it. Drinking coffee, u can do in unawareness.

Soul
This morning didn't do coffee. The tot of putting stimulant to my body doesn't bode well with me. Also later I m going for meeting, will be having local coffee then with dessert.
Now having hot choc for lunch instead. The milk is dulling but at least not stimulating.
I must have been a very active child. No milk and with coffee.

Father, I want to be conscious on romantic relationship. I want to be conscious of my former Seven of Hearts and Seven of Clubs. They are dissolved. No more coming back.
 No more on just sexual, I want mental and spiritual connection too, preferably Isha or Osho based.

Mystic musing
Now u can't do ur kriyas in unawareness. U have to be aware. So, like this u are cultivating awareness into different aspects of life. One thing it does is enhances the quality of ur life. The main aspect is that if u can maintain awareness in various kinds of situations in life, only then will u become capable of being aware at that moment when u have to part with the body. Otherwise, that never arises.

Soul
Now I can finally appreciate the value of ascetic path, which is to bring awareness.
The main part on leaving body. Not sure on this.

Mystic musing
As u become more and more aware of the body, u will see that u and the body are separate.
As u become more and more aware of the mind, u will see that u and the mind are separate.
As u become more and more aware of the emotion, u will see that u and the emotion are separate.
As u become more and more aware of the physical life energy, u will see that u and the physical life energy are separate.
So, what is 'you' becomes a formless thing. It may not still be a living reality that u are truly formless. Formless means boundless. It may not be actual reality that u are formless but slowly the form is becoming weaker.
With the practice and devices that are given, depending upon how intensely and how diligently u are applying these devices in ur life - ur form is becoming weaker.
Spiritual process means u are always seeking the limitless. That's means you are breaking the form; by u cannot seek the limitless because u don't know what it is. U know the limited, so u start chipping away at the limited. If you break away everything that is limited, the unlimited bound to happen.
Unlimited is not something that u create. Breaking off the limited is all that u can do.

Soul
Wish I can discuss this with someone. V used to be the one but we now at different path. Tot of Y but leave him first. Career used to my strong form. Then I lose it.
Food was my greatest form. Food defines me. Then I let go of meat and now surely coffee.