Slowly but surely changing my values on the type of partner that I truly wanted

Dec 9 aft

My 52 days card in Jupiter
My 52-Day Period Card
The Four of Diamonds

The Four of Diamonds means a solid sense of values that attracts enough money to meet our security needs and then some. When we know exactly what it is we want, we tend to attract those things to us more quickly. Thus, when this card shows up, it usually means that we have gotten clear about what we want and then we get it. Satisfaction and prosperity are indicated here and you may have a good foundation upon which you can begin building a financial future. Managing your resources could come into focus in a greater way when this card is present and this card can give you the ability to handle financial matters with a clear mind.

Soul
Suddenly a tot occured to me.
I was indecisive over Y due to age differences.
It never occur me to compare Y with Z
It just occur with me to do comparison between both of them.
Thanks to this, I suddenly make a decision.
It wasn't forced. It just came.
I take Y anytime..
Father, suddenly it occurred to me that my values has strengthened.
Eventhough the age difference which I personally don't feel...cos I look very young..I can pass for early thirties..
And I don't even feel older than him...I just feel that we are matched.
And with Y, I knew I can refer to him..and when I am in trouble, I can refer to him.
With Z, when I was in trouble over the previous dilemma on 2 jobs, his every response only makes me piss off cos his answer was not only not supportive..it is not my values. And I recalled telling him that he is only making me feel worse instead of better..
And I recalled that was the first time we broke off. He said I don't make him feel good...True.
Anyway..I don't know if Y is the one...but what I know is that I would have chosen Y anytime over Z...
Thats my value....
Y may be lifetime vegetarian but I don't mind...food karma has lessen considerably..