Osho - Trust does not need security

Nov 25 eve
Did my Samyama followed by Shoonya.
Samyama was okay. Shoonya went in deep. That's the right way to do, instead of Shoonya followed by Samyama.

Today had a nice chat with Y.  It was spontaneous; whereas I didn't want to chat with S. Surprisingly he sent me pix of Kailash.
I told him of my arthritis problem and he said it doesn't matter and that I will be fine with Kailash and Sadhguru's   grace. Tots of potential came in but I managed myself. As I was doing my afternoon Shoonya, I just said that Linga will arrange for me. Amen. I have faith in Linga. Coincidentally today I got the Seven of Spades in Mercury - Faith card. Amen.

Adhyatma Upanishad
Until a connection is established between ur heart and the heart of the master there is no sense in saying anything to u. But this Upanishad must have been told in such a moment. That is why the sutra says intimacy with a master can become a spiritual discipline.
Intimacy can happen only with those whom one has no doubt. Doubt closes the doors, locked itself up within; it needs security.
Trust in insecurity. Trust does not need security.

Soul
It took me four and half years to finally able to face Sadhguru. I can now see he looks at me in loving rather than attacking mode. I can see Dhynalinga with love.
Finally after five years I got the whole framework of Isha, Linga, Sadhguru, Dhynalinga yantra and finally Dhynalinga. Everything is in place now.

Adhyatma Upanishad
If someone whom you have loved so deeply - one with whom such an intimacy has happened - is pushing you into a ditch, it must be for ur benefit and welfare; this attitude is called trust.

Soul
When Yantra came to me without my knowledge; I knew its meant for me. Just like the Jeevarasa and copper pot.
Now my future husband be coming soon. I have faith in Linga and my own Kapalvriksha.

Adhyatma Upanishad
 When something is listened to with this attitude it sinks down to one's innermost being. And then no spiritual discipline is necessary. Spiritual discipline are actually a way of compensating for the lack of trust. That empty space - which is there because of absence of trust - has to be filled by means of spiritual endeavours. They are substitutes; otherwise they are not necessary, because the very viewpoint of the Upanishad is that whatsoever is to be achieved is already there within u. There is no question of seeking or searching, no effort is necessary because what is to be achieved Is already the case - u have only to look towards it.
If you have deep trust, and if I are ready to open ur eyes into the unknown after a hint from ur master, the matter is over.

Soul
That's why I m not as hard up about practices. I m okay with having regular sabbatical. I trust that my practices will always be with me. No wonder I am on samadhi path