Anything can happen in one day - can see the positive side of all my Sevens

Dec 21 aft 1

Got this from Facebook
We are born in one day.
We die in one day.
We can change in one day.
And we can fall in love in one day.
Anything can happen in just one day.

Soul
Yea, I believed in it.
I avoided Dhynalinga for many years and one day I just fell in love with It.
So, my past been dictating my reactions in relationships and now one day I just overturned it.
No longer believed in rejection anymore. No longer believed that I am unlovable.

Y told me that he was exasperated cos I was asking him questions to analyse him. True in a way ....but then he does that too..otherwise he won't think I am doing that. He is also changed his whatsapp disclosure time so I won't know he read my message. He don't want me to analyse him; to know him...

I feel freed.
Just now I told him that I tot of inviting him to An's place for Christmas do. But since he is on strict diet, decided not to.
Father, yeas...he can be who he is...and I can be too.
Slowly but surely appreciating Seven of Hearts.
Instead of seeing its challenges, I can now see its positivity.

12 Symptoms of Spiritual
1.     An increased tendency to let things happen rather than make them happen.
2.     Frequent attacks of smiling.
3.     Feelings of being connected with others and nature.
4.     Frequent overwhelming episodes of appreciation.
5.     A tendency to think and act spontaneously rather than from fears based on past experience.
6.     An unmistakable ability to enjoy each moment.
7.     A loss of ability to worry.
8.     A loss of interest in conflict.
9.     A loss of interest in interpreting the actions of others.
10.  A loss of interest in judging others.
11. A loss of interest in judging self.
12. Gaining the ability to love without expecting anything.

Soul
I am on track.
I will do what I want. Express what I want...

52 Mars in Destiny
The Seven of Diamonds
The Seven of Diamonds is one of the spiritual money cards. When it appears we are always confronted with how attached we are to our money and given an opportunity to experience the real prosperity that comes with an attitude of gratitude.
Whether it is about money, plans to make money, or love, situations will present themselves that test our faith in the abundance of the universe. By realizing and then releasing our fears, we can transform our attachment into total fearlessness and personal freedom.

Soul
Yes, I can finally appreciate this.
Now that I know it is my fear...just see it, feel the past and then do the Now.
Alas, finally can see and appreciate Sevens....and I have loads in my life.
Father, I used to say that you are not fair; giving me loads of challenges.
Now for the first time I can see that you truly love me....and just want to re-teach me the abundance that I have inside me, that is all hidden and covered up.

Today I saw my fear. I transform it...and turn it into fearlessness and personal freedom.

Alas, finally can appreciate the Courage card that I received quite frequently.
Courage
There is no point fighting against the challenges of life or trying to avoid or deny them. They are there, and if the seed is to become the flower we must go through them. Be courageous to grow into the flower u meant to be.

Soul
Yes, I am flower...thats why I was given the Sevens...

Now updating my blog. Wrote this back in Dec 3...really true..alas I got it.

Now I know why Courage is needed. It not to pursue or to get Y but to face and overcome my fear. Amen.
And this time while the attraction is great and the probability of success is unknown. I still do cos I m following my attraction, my wants instead of avoiding my fear. I no longer follow my fears. I follow happiness.

Soul
The Seven of Diamonds is not to get Y but to face and overcome my fear of rejection; which was totally misguided. My valuation is intact and rejection can't affect it. And rejection is not a personal reflection of me; it is also a reflection of the other person. Thats all.
It is just like job interview. It is not a reflection of me; it is a question of mutual fit; a question of the other person's courage too for change as I am definitely a change agent.