Slowly and surely being myself in relationships

Dec 2 eve

This morning we chatted for half an hour. Then in the afternoon we chatted on whatsapp for 2 hours this afternoon.
He is Ten of Clubs ruling and Queen of Hearts. Checked our Love cards we got massive attraction and good compatibility. We have Venus and Mars.
Yes, he said at times I can be painful caring as I m his Pluto for him to change himself. But I me also his Cosmic Reward card. That's cos I m direct I don't mince words.
We have more than 14 years between us. I always know I will be with a younger guy but that is too big an age gap. I have fallen for him mentally. Spiritually we seem compatible. With the age gap not sure on physical eventhough it is stated we got 2 Mars connection. We also got Jupiter connection too for material well being.

Father, don't know where this leads to. Bit too scared. For now I go with the flow.

But regardless the outcome, today I got the profile I want for my husband. Someone like Y but preferably older so our age gap is not so much. Will use this profile for Kapalvriksha.

Father, I learned to be myself even in personal relationship.

Expressing myself to M truly helps to clear away remnants. Today S called and I just do the necessary. I knew she no longer on my friendship list.