Just have to go with the Flow

Dec 11 eve

Told him our age difference.
Father, to my surprise we message chatted on the phone for 2 hours today. Not sure where we are going but definitely our friendship has deepen. We can share with each other our deepest tots and dreams and fears. These two and half week we build a very good foundation for our relationship.
He told me that he was a loner up to age 15. From introvert becomes Ambivert.
 Even now he normally doesn't talk unless he is close to the person.
With me he chat non stop albeit on whatsapp. Yes, must be past life connection.
When I said I m around his area, he immediately asked for meet up. He must have loads to tell me.
Today I told Linga that I have accepted Y and now her role to make Y accepts me.
Not sure what is future. Just one day at a time. Besides he seems to want to go full time, which means that he is not keen in relationship. But he is definitely keen on friendship with me. Guess it has been awhile since he can find someone on equal wavelength.

Resolution
Moment to moment
The past is no more and the future is not yet: both are unnecessarily moving in directions which does not exist. The only right person is one who lives moment to moment; whose arrow is directed to the moment, who is always here and now. 
Only a non-ambitious man can remain in the present. A man who wants to be in the present has not to think, has just to see and enter the gate.

Life is a great ocean in which u can play if u drop all ur judgements, ur preferences and the attachment to the details of ur long term plans. Be available to what comes ur way, as it comes. And don't worry if u stumble or fall; just pick up urself up, dust urself of, have a good laugh and carry on.