Dhynalinga yantra truly works

Nov 28 eve
Was at the restaurant. Didn't want another coffee cos just had a cup of local coffee in the afternoon and got high. Saw the menu and not so keen on the seafood and tot of veg. Immediately got frightened and order fish and cup instead.

Driving back, just focus on my breath. Nice.
A tot came in on Y. I just retorted 1001 reasons why he didn't revert and it may have nothing to do with me at all. Just want to watch my breathe. I trust Linga will do the necessary. Meanwhile my role is just to focus on the inner lover in me.
Father, thanks for Samyama. Coming in handy. Glad I m doing the abridged book on Upanishad, it helps clarify matters further.

Mmm, got this from FB
"Faith so that u can believe".

Mystic Musing
Once u become a true individual, ur destiny is yours. Why in the spiritual process, people who are in a hurry for spiritual growth are not getting into marriage, children and relationships, is because the moment u have a wife or a husband, u cannot help it, 'me' get identified with this 'one'. Otherwise, they will not let u live, isn't it? Once u have children, u get identified with them. Now your 'me' includes them also. Once u get identified with them, one by one, u get identified with too many things. Now u got scattered.

Soul
That's why both Pa and Y are not keen on relationships. They may be opting for brahmachari.
Suddenly a tot came that Y on this too.

(Dec 8 - yes, Y is into bramachari but I don't see that for him but maybe my perception is flawed)

Father, I want relationship and meditation. I want both. I will have both.

Sat down in front of the sadhana place. Tot of doing Samyama. But I was lost, head spinning, head pushed to the bank. Various type of noise coming from me. Then settled into silence. The whole season lasted another 40 minutes. My wish fulfilled, I got my own yantra place.

Seven of Diamonds in Mars 52 days.
Whether it is about money, or love, situations will present themselves that test our faith in the abundance of the universe. By realising and releasing our fears, we can transform our attachment into total fearlessness and personal freedom.

Clean up my whatsapp. Deleted messages with Y. Its time. What's not coming I released. No longer hold on for anyone anymore.

Got this from FB
Jeff Fosters
Regrets is the longing to change the pasts
Fear is the desire to control the future.
Peace is the surrender to now.

Soul
I was in regret mode till end Oct. Now no more regrets on loss of Z.
Fear is on going but I m now conscious of it. Won't let it engulfed me.
Peace is going with the flow which is what I have.