Cosmic Lesson (21) - worst is over

Feb 24

Father, thank U for staying with me. For guiding me. Thanks to T who brought me and Z together. Actually its only after samyama that I start to join them for dinner after sathsang. So, annual samyama. I plan to go back again. Today I finished my practice very late, at 7.08 am.

Expect a miracle
Everything is energy, you can see that ur every tot and action, perception and reaction contributes to who u r and what u attract in the world.
When we focus on the good that we already have in our lives, our energy takes the cue and moves toward that source of good. And since energy seeks its own level, it will find more things to be grateful for.

Soul
Father, I started with my love life is effortless. There were some issue, but it was to bring out my pain body. I am healed now. We started from inner, opening all our doors...very unusual way. But that's the way for me cos only when my mind and heart can accept my partner, I can then act. So, it is effortless.

Expect a miracle
If gratitude isn't present to keep the flow going, things get stuck. The energy gets blocked. We literally cannot expect to draw more good experiences into our lives if we don't express gratitude for what we already have.

Abandonment - constantly need the partner to act that he like her.
No enough - constantly try to prove or do more.

Soul
Yea, luckily U send me Ekhart Tolle to say I don't have to be unhappy if people doesn't behave the way I want. I don't have to demand their behaviour.

Ego was trying to pull me that I could be like the author. But I said nope, she can be in rship, me cannot even enter. Alas, I am ready as I have been meditating for 3 years now.

True enough, the gal started prayer after the incident and not before.



Feb 24 Aft
Father, for the first time I am conscious of food. I have passed CNY and Outstation and now another place for 1 week.
Not sure if good or bad.

Father, I am now more conscious of food. I can see that I am aware that having too much food can cause weight gain. This is a first for me.