The mind acting on the past

Mar 21

Father, tots of Z and teacher came in. But more tots of teacher. I am ready to lose the role of sathsang guide as it is not in my Top 5.

The Power of Now
Whenever u watch the mind, u withdraw consciousness from mind forms, which then becomes what we call the watcher or the witness. Consequently, the watcher - pure consciousness beyond form - become stronger and the mental formations become weaker.

Soul
Samyama.

Father, I am not sure if I am letting go of being a Sathsang guide becos of ego. Afraid to face relentless criticism or afraid to volunteer. Or really because I don't like it. Father, guide me.

The Power of Now
The more consciousness you direct into the inner body; the higher its vibrational frequency becomes, much like a light that grows brighter as u turn up the dimmer switch and so increase the flow of electricity. At this higher energy level, negativity cannot affect u anymore and u tend to attract new circumstances that reflect this higher frequency.

If u keep ur attention in the body as much as posible, u will be anchored in the Now. You won't lose urself in the external world and u won't lose urself in ur mind. Tots, emotions, fears and desires, may still b there to some extent, but they won't take u over.

Soul
Yea, that's why I am not sure of sathsang guide.

Mmm, tots of Z came in. How. Aiyah. It will go on.

Soul
Tot of me and Z is just my abandonment issue rising again. We did see and chat last Thursday. So, its fine.
As for teacher, I just want to let go lah. I know its d past relentless criticism but I now can decide whether I want it or not. When I was a child I cannot escape but now I can.

Aiyoh. Looks likes it my mind game. She didn't criticise and was being objective. So, I don't have the avenue to say I don't want to lead sathsang. Father, guide me. This week the past is back. I need to be in the NOW.