Cosmic Lesson (29) - don't project future

Mar 5 Aft
Just woke up from nap. Still happy but had tot of Z. First tot is not easy. Second tot why. Answer came; cosmic lesson - is for me to change myself. Then I remember I am doing this for my future relationships.
Its great that Z is not keen, cos its easier to exercise the abandonment issue.

Father, thank U for the ability to swim. The Water is a great teacher. Moment to moment is all


Mar 5 Eve
What I have now is Z and I both want each other. Since I cannot predict a good future, I don't want to speculate nor predict. I can only do what's now.

Yea, read the book, The Power of Now.

Strategy to say no to abandonment
Even if he doesn't call. Don't call first.
Just before going to bed from 11 pm to 12 pm is the most dangerous time, ur weak point.
The daily cycle of woman is attached to the man - so disappointing.
2nd lesson - don't wait for the man to call. Just do ur own work.
Soul
Similar to Sadhguru. Don't make ur world revolving on ur partner. Father, I think load of ladies got abandonment issue.

The Power of Now
Unless u recognise the false as false - as not u - there can be no lasting transformation, and u would always end up being drawn back into illusion and into some form of pain.
U must learn how not to make that which is false in u into a self and into a personal problem, for that is how the false perpetuates itself.

Soul
Father, as I was reading, I went into breathing awareness. Somehow it seems right. And I know I will be guided. Amen.