Self Mastery (3) - ur mind is not You

Mar 12
Father, on d website. Since my fear is boss. Just removed articles relating to her.

I have been observing my tots. Its all either past or present. When I don't get hooked on negative tots, it will change into pleasurable tots that let me hooked on and once I did it change to negative tots again.

Mar 12 Eve
Third lesson in dating
Time is about the heart. Time goes slowly and they use it to express their love.
Time is money to some people and they spend it finding money in their whole live and blow it away. Later they lose the people they love.
Everyone gets back what they put in.
Trust only those who spend their time well.

Its a good day. Surprisingly wasn't hooked on Z. Just now tot of telling him to have a good run tomorrow since he asked me about my pgm tomorrow. I stop myself, I realised its just my projection of abandonment on him.

The Retreat - Ekhart Tolle
As fast as possible, break into the present, by letting go of past and future.
Make a spaciousness for the formless to enter u.

Allow the words to become pointers, don't be entangle with them. Look beyond the words.

Music that comes out of stillness. Then it assumes a form and it emanates its stillness.
Your whole life and very being becomes transparent so that the formless can shines through. U r no longer attached to the form. And it can happen only when you are able to assess the stillness. You become the work of art, u become the divine.

Mainstream is now profane. Civilisation is running them down, making them weary. The activities are totally meaningless. Tots coming without stopping. And they know nothing about the sacred, stillness, the divine.

Sense perceptions gets u closer to stillness when u perceive and do not label it. Simply able to perceive the underlying of whatever u think or feel is stillness.
Something in u that recognise the impermanence of all forms.

We reincarnate many times in form.

The Passion Test
Byron Katie
I realised at that moment that when I believed my thoughts I suffered, but when I didn't them I didn't suffer and this is true for every human being.
Freedom is as simple as that. I found that suffering is optional I found a joy within me that has never disappeared, not for a single moment. That joy is in everyone.

Soul
I know that now.

Byron Katie
We don't suffer because of what happens, we suffer because of our tots about what happens. Reality is neither good or bad. Only our tots make it good or bad.

Soul
Just like Sadhguru. Just change ur idea of success or failure.

Byron Katie
Eventually, u come to see that everything outside u is a reflection of ur own thinking. U r the storyteller, the projector of all stories and the world is the projected image of ur tots.

Soul
Suddenly tot of the Isha coordinator. She has such a need to control, worry about things. Perhaps its a reflection of her.
How about me. I tend to think I fall for guy that is not available. Here I am, with one too and this time openly confronting me. With D's help, I admitted that I was unavailable. But I need to tamper that with my projection of abandonment.

Byron Katie
When u question ur thinking, and find what is really true for u, u have the clarity to do something about a problem, if u choose to, rather than making urself miserable thinking about it.

Soul
Last week on the pill thingy. Bought 2 types and now that I have accepted it cos I want certain things to happen, it no longer become an issue.

Byron Katie
If u have judgements about someone else, write them, self-question them and turn them around.
Be ur own teacher

Soul
Tot of my partner being unavailable. And actually I am too.


Byron Kaite
As u investigate the tots that make u feel afraid, unworthy, unlovable, u will discover something new growing in u; trust.
Your speed on the cosmic highway is directly related in ur ability to trust in benevolence of the Universe.
Life is designed for ur joy. It is designed to allow u to experience ever-increasing fulfillment. And if u r saying, "Well, that's not my experience..."
Change ur mind about what u choose to experience in ur life.
When u begin to look for evidence that is a blessing, u will start to find those reason.

As u begin to embrace the idea that life is here for ur joy, that every moment is a gift, showing u the path to fulfillment, u will discover magic happening in ur life

Soul
My turnaround with Z.