Cosmic Lesson (33) - the game starts

Mar 11

Father, am slowly seeing Z. He is a workaholic. The reason we are progressing so slow is because of his priority for his business, which takes up 70 percent of his time, then followed by his continuing education, his children, Isha and me.

I also know why he cannot prowl for sex as he is just a nice clean boy at heart. He is not a bad boy. That's why almost all his encounters ended up living together. Like he said its not sex only. And I also noticed he has to like the gal before he can pursue. He is not a total player. Mmm, why I didn't see all this before? He is ok.

The Power of Now
A great deal of what people say, think or do is actually motivated by fear, which is of course is always linked with having ur focus on the future and being out of touch with the Now. As there are no problems in the Now, there is no fear either.

As soon as u honour the present moment, all unhappiness and struggle dissolve, and life begins to flow with joy and ease.

Soul
Yeap, my experience during swimming that I am bringing back to life outside the pool. Now apply only to Z.

The Power of Now
In the absence of psychological time, ur sense of self is derived from Being, not from ur personal past. Therefore the psychological need to become anything other than who u r already is no longer there.

And u will not have illusory expectations that anything or anybody in the future will save u or make u angry. U may still be things u wanted to attain in outer world. Yet on a deeper level, u r already complete, and when u realise that, there is a playful, joyous energy behind what u do.

Being free from psychological time;
1. U no longer pursue your goals with grim determination, driven by fear, anger, discontent or the need to become someone
2. U no longer remain inactive through fear of failure, which to the ego is loss of self.

When ur deeper sense of self is derived from Being, when u r free of "becoming" as a psychological need, neither ur happiness nor ur sense of self depends on the outcome, and so there is freedom from fear.

You don't seek for permanency where it cannot be found; in the world of form, of gain and loss, birth and death.

You don't demand that situations, conditions, places or people should make u happy, and then u suffer when they don't live up to ur expectations.

When this is ur state of Being, how can u not succeed? You have succeed already.

Soul
This is like self-mastery. Went through the world and its now back to self, back to present. I can be in the now. This is happening.

King of Spades
The final and most powerful card in the deck, representing mastery of one's environment and one's self.
You will experience good fortune and results.
It is truly the card of success in all things but brings the most blessings to those who are ready and willing to take responsibility for their life and work and who can take a leadership position in their work.
Remember this is a King we are talking about and every King has a kingdom.
Be prepared to take a leadership role and to live by ur own wisdom when this potent card appears. Success is yours for the taking, but u have to stand up and claim it.

Soul
Today I offered to source location for our rendezous.

Ego is saying what about articles on CEO. But that's happy problem. So, will handle it then.
Also, this is a prelude to the video.
Father, the ball on ur court.

Its amazing. It is because of Z. He has helped me to break free of my limitations and with that my fear is gone. Amen.

Yeap, every time I overcome my resistance to Z, other parts of my life opens up. Now I understand the meaning of Cosmic lesson.

Cosmic Lesson
Z is playing an instrumental role in helping you find your path to power.
It is not an easy connection, it could be one of the most powerful and important rships of ur life. Taken with the proper attitude, it could provide the catalyst for finding your life's work and purpose on a more universal life.

Soul
Yes, he is the catalyst. He nudged me to acknowledge my issue. When I handled it, I found my power.
It helped me to clear the past and now to build my future, to pursue my destiny.
Guess I have been sleepy of late cos freedom has become negative.

Cosmic Reward Card
Z challenges me and somehow points the way to ur own destiny and fulfillment. It can feel like a true blessing, once the challenges associated with it are met and dealt with.

Soul
Well, I can now see the reward. I have been thanking him in my prayer for the last one month.

Evening
The Passion Test
Your life is created first in ur mind, then in the world. As long as u believe u can't, u won't be able to. As long as u believe its too hard, it will be too hard for u.

Soul
Yea, my mantra is love life is effortless. True enough, Z and I fell into each other effortlessly. I am not sure of an apartment though.

The Passion Test
When u feel truly passionate about something, u will always have the ability to create it in ur life.